Maybe

My life is a big maybe.
Could you say whats not maybe?
Love is not real and it doesn't last forever, even though everybody tells his love could never end.
I can say, 'I love you and I will love you until the end of all things', but would that be true? Who can say that?
I don't think there is something that lasts forever beside death. Because when you are dead, you stay dead.
I don't stay in love and I don't stay alive forever.
Even if I wish to, which I really do.
It's hard to say to you, my love may end, but it is the truth. Do you want me to lie?
At the moment I feel, like my love could never end. But everywhere around me, love ends and new love starts and old love turns into hate and regret.
I don't want us to end up like this. I don't even want us to end at all.
But can I avoid bad things to happen, if I am bad myself?
You see me as an angel and I don't understand why.
Even in this short time that we spent together, I hurt you more than everyone before and I want this to stop.
I can't stop hurting you. I think I need to see how you react and cry and I don't know why.
I want you to know what I feel, but I can't tell because I don't know myself.

I'm sorry, but you are maybe.
7.1.07 16:41
 


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